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Saturday, November 21st, 2009
9:28 am	i can hear the sound, of your voice still ringing in my ear..... ......I'm going underground, but you'll find me anyway I fear (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 17th, 2009
10:53 pm	new keyboard inbound!! So, I ordered a new keyboard from musicians friend. because my 49 key keyboard from 10 years ago just ain't cuttin it anymore. new keyboard has 76 (still not a full 88 but i can work with it lol had to consider price) i really want an actual piano though. that would be awesome. Current Mood: excited (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 16th, 2009
5:42 pm	a new beginning (musically) So...I love music. This is a very well known fact. I especially love playing and writing music. But, for as much as I love writing music, I've written a handful of songs. I can sit and play for hours, just coming up with stuff. But for whatever reason, very rarely do I ever write and finish a song. That's all about to change. I looked at the most recent songs I've written, and I realized I have so much more to say. The past 4 years of my life would make a great story. I listened to my favorite album of all time today,Everything in Transit by Jack's Mannequin, and that whole album is pretty much written for one person. I could do that. Or I could just as easily write an entire albums worth of songs about family. or friends. or work. or all of the above. Since i've made this decision, to actually sit down and create for the purpose of getting all of this out, its been gradually building steam. I feel like the floodgates are about to open and something crazy is going to happen. which is why i'm going to document the entire process from now on.Writing to recording. (yes, recording, because otherwise what is the point?) this should be an interesting ride. (Comment on this)
Friday, October 23rd, 2009
11:42 pm	how many times can i break til i shatter, over the line can't define what i'm after i always turn the car around. music gets me by. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009
6:15 am	VEGAS BABY!!!!!!!!!! So yeah next summer I am going back to Las Vegas. For a week. Gonna stay at the Bellagio hopefully with a lakeview room. Trip is in the planning/budgeting stages now. It's going to be a good one. I dare say it may even be Legen....wait for it....dary!!! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Monday, October 19th, 2009
5:59 am	so give up, our bodies started kissing in a language we didn't know............. ................give in, i'm running through your veins like a habit you can't kick. Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 17th, 2009
11:54 am	Konstantine................... I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go When the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but I'm slipping in between You and your big dreams It's always you In my big dreams And you tell me that its over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and your restless and im naked you gotta get out you cant stand to see me shakin no could u let me go? i didnt think so and youi dont wanna be here in the future so you say the presants just a pleasant interuption to the past and you dont wanna look much closer cause ur afriad to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that your alone oh and im sleeping in your living room but we dont have much room to live and i had these dreams in them i learned to play guitar maybe cross the country become a rock star and there was hope in me that I could take you there but damnit you're so young well i dont think i care and if i hurt you then im sorry please dont think that this was easy and then you bring me home cause we both know what its like to be alone oh and im dreaming in your living room but we dont have much room to live and konstantine is walking down the stairs doesnt she look good standing in her underware and i was thinking what i was thinkin we've been drinkin and it doesnt get me anywhere my konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do was touch her long blond hair and ive been thinkin but it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere no this is because i can spell confusion with a 'K' and i can like it its to dying in anothers arms and why i had to try it its to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star im not your star isnt that what you said what you thought this song meant and if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with what i did to you all the hell i put you through i always catch the clock its 11:11 now you wanna talk its not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine my konstantine they'll never hurt you like i do no they'll never hurt you like i do no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey ya know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all these fucked up things i did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my konstanine you spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and i said did u know i missed you(x7) i miss you and then you bring me home and we go to sleep but this time not alone and i know and you'll kiss me in your living room i know i know you miss me in your living room cuz these nights i think maybe that i miss you in my living room but we dont have much room i said does anybody need that room because we all need a little more room to live my konstantine... Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Monday, October 12th, 2009
5:16 am	why why why why why why why a, i up so early?? oh yeah, cuz i am going to see andrew mcmahon in the city tonight!!!!!!!! he wrote this song for his sister for helping him through his battle for leukemia: katie Katie you're a brave girl, and I know its only just started. I'm gonna be there at 6, with some flowers on sticks That were clipped just to make the weak strong. And Katie, its a strange world when girls can get so broken hearted If it were me and the universe, I'd get the worst of this gone. Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in your condition The sunshine's been missing but Katie, Don't believe that it isn't there. Oh and Katie, Katie be happy This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful? We're not really here, and we're really not there We're really not there. Katie you're a brave girl and courage is something I'll need now. 'Cause its been a hell of a day I've spent fading away We all fade sometimes, I believe And Katie its a strange world as I watch the tables get turned around And you've got the strength that I've lost in a thought that would carry me. And Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in your condition The sunshine's been missing but Katie, Don't believe that it isn't there. Oh and Katie, Katie be happy This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful? We're not really here, and i'm really not there Whoa Whoa And it's not the end of the world, It's not the end of the world, It's not the end of the world, 'Cause the cops wouldn't break up this party. And Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in your condition The sunshine's been missing but Katie, Don't believe that it isn't there. Oh and Katie, Katie be happy This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful? We're not really here, and we're really not there. Oh Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in my condition Your sunshine's been missing but Katie, Don't believe that it isn't there Oh Katie, Katie be happy This world can be ugly but isn't it beautiful? We're not really here, and we're really not there We're really not there, We're really not there. Katie, you're a brave girl, And I know its only just started. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 4th, 2009
10:15 am	to the sleepless this is my reply..... .....i will write you a lullaby (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 15th, 2009
12:39 am	ABSOLUTLY SURREAL We just had band practice tonight. Me,Daryl,Joey,Steve and Kenny. It was the first time the 5 of us had played together in 2 years, 4 months, and 27 days. yes. i kept track. it.was.AMAZING. we sounded great. i couldn't believe it. after 10 minutes it was like we never stopped. Above the Shadows-- Fallen (new name soon) Wanting to find you and wanting you here above this madness will I find you there Above the Shadows I, I will be there and when you find me I, I will be yours My heart just breaks into pieces I swear there's nothing left for you leave, I won't care Above the Shadows I, I will be there and when you find me I, I will be yours Current Mood: artistic (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
11:55 am	Womens MMA Because women can kick some ass too. Gina Carano vs Cristiane Santos AUG 15th. (Comment on this)
Monday, April 27th, 2009
9:11 pm	we ran like vampires from a thousand burning suns, and even then we shouldve stayed Very very bored at work. Seriously. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 16th, 2009
8:21 am	HAPPY BIRTHDAY............... .................TO MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! :) sorry, i'm excited. Current Mood: crazy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
12:14 am	http://twitter.com/ImmortalsFall idk why (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 22nd, 2009
8:36 pm	apparently, it is ok to be racist........... ...as long as you are an 87 year old preacher and you do it during one of the most inappropriate times (not that there ever is an appropriate time) in american history. The following is an excerpt from the inaugural benediction given by Rev. Joseph Lowery "Lord, in the memory of all the saints who from their labors rest, and in the joy of a new beginning, we ask you to help us work for that day when black will not be asked to get in back, when brown can stick around ... when yellow will be mellow ... when the red man can get ahead, man; and when white will embrace what is right. That all those who do justice and love mercy say Amen." (link to the full text can be found below) Really? The implication is that all of the other races are being held down, and the white race is the one that hasn't made the right choices. Lumping every white person into a group, a group that has yet to do what is right?? I don't know, but that sounds kind of racist to me. This was a prayer at a historical moment of american history (the historical significance being the inauguration of the 44th President of The United States) and should not have ended this way. He shouldn't have been talking about race at all. full transcript: http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5h4SrWpZNd-yocKSO7_9FO51iLJowD95R4RTG0 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
2:22 am	so bored. it's 222 am. I am bored. and i can't sleep. i tried. it just didn't work. now i sit and i type nonesense, because what else is there to do at 222 am? (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2009
8:06 am	Jack, Coke, and Your Mom So yeah, music. Lately Joey, Kenny and I have been talking about writing and recording some new material. It will probably be for a new project, not for Fallen, since the prospect of Fallen getting back tgogether hinges on Steve, and that's not happening. But we've been talking about it alot the past few days. And today hopefully I'll be getting the recording software for my computer. updates will follow. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 1st, 2009
12:46 pm	Happy 2009!! Happy New Year to everyone. Hope it is a happy and healthy one for you all. Current Mood: AWESOME Current Music: Short Stories With Tragic Endings- From Autumn to Ashes (Comment on this)
Monday, December 29th, 2008
3:47 am	Frank Mir beat Antonio Noguiera for the UFC Interim Heavyweight title saturday night, it whjat was supposed to be the toughest challenge of his career. Frank Mir, who 4 years ago was in a horrific motorcycle accident, and was told he would never fight again. He worked through some serious adversity, some very lackluster fights, and alot of personal demons. Then, last year, a better Frank Mir showed up and beat Antoni Hardonk, then in February of this year, he beat Brock Lesnar in what was for some reason thought to be a huge upset. And saturday night, he showed up in the best shape of his career (even before the accident) and beat Noguiera, relying mainly on his standup, which was thought to be his weakest point. Now sometime early next year, he gets to fight Brock Lesnar again, who since his loss to Frank Mir, went on to beat Heath Herring, and then a returning Randy Couture for the UFC Heavyweight Championship. The winner of tis fight will be the undisputed UFC heavyweight title. My money is on Frank Mir (quite literally, if I can find a place to bet lol) My point being, I am a lazy fuck. I've used the metal plate and 18 screws in my leg as an excuse not to be as active as I used to be. Never really outwardly putting it forth as an excuse, but in my head, it was always there. That little bitch of a thought that told me it was ok to be a lazy fuck, because I probably couldn't handle the kind of active lifestyle I was used to living anyway. That little bitch of a thought that told me doing just enough to get by was ok. That little bitch of a thought that somehow rationalzed being close to 80 pounds overweight. Well fuck that. Seriously. watch for some changes. Current Mood: determined (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 25th, 2008
6:36 am	ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!! I'd just like to wish you all a Merry Christmas. I hope its time well spent with loved ones and a great day for all. (an excerpt from the best christmas special ever) "Isn't there anyone who can tell me what Christmas is all about?" "Sure Charlie Brown, I can tell you what christmas is all about. Lights please." "And there were in the same country shepherds, abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them! And they were sore afraid ... And the angel said unto them, "Fear not! For, behold, I bring you tidings o great joy, which shall be to all my people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ, the Lord." "And this shall be a sign unto you: Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger." And suddenly, there was with the angel a multitude of the Heavenly Host praising God, and saying, "Glory to God in the Highest, and on Earth peace, and good will toward men." "And that's what Christmas is all about, Charlie Brown." Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)